Renewed

Over a year since I posted in this last. Everything has changed for the better =] September last year I was in a ruse of naive love and a insufficient level of confidence and enthusiasm. I don't know, yet, if this was to be the lowest part of my life, however, it was such a dark time for the soul. I went north beginning of this year and for the entire time I waged through mountains of dishes, angry miserable coworkers and managers as well as grumpy miners. A multitude of boring and repetitive tasks for 2 weeks at a time, with one week of reprieve. for 9 months worth of the work and not smoking much weed at all, I have accomplished so many things, in fact more than I actually set out to do! plus, it has opened my self to taking on bigger challenges and bigger dreams. So many ideas for the future! Life is Short people! I am now a full dreadlocked hippy, I have been training moderately for about 6 months and the benefits really show. This year I have been the strongest, quickest and focused I have ever been. As well as a complete man whore. The women have been great. In different places through different people.. yeah. Some I fell for, some not at all, some fell for me and some I booted out the door and never spoke to again.. or vice versa. A humble sense of tranquility precedes most of my choices and actions in life. The more stable I feel in living arrangements and expenses the more able I am to relax and keep happy! It's almost like there's been two versions of my life, or 2 major parts that I've participated in. The one of my youth; naive, invincible and shy, confused to my self and the reasoning of others. The second part which I've developed this year is calm and confident, connected to myself and to the direction of fulfilling destiny for myself and others in my life. Centered and focused, I can achieve whatever I wish, however I wish. Happiness prevails in our hearts through the nourishment of awareness and happiness.. Above all I strive for such happiness for myself and others. Making people laugh, smile, jest and keep them wanting more! Ah, Life is full of such surprises. I'm still a complete add mental, though. focusing on particular tasks without getting distracted can be quite annoying. I just smoke weed and not care or work on it slowly as I remember to complete a certain task. Like this post. Kudos.