To those blindly following the governments rule over the people - You fucking disgust me.
After reading this http://www.abc.net.au/news/stories/2011/07/05/3261126.htm?site=kimberley§ion=news
And this http://au.news.yahoo.com/thewest/a/-/wa/9790898/aboriginals-take-fight-to-canberra/
Not only do we have the right to protest against the destruction of our natural land, which we CANNOT EVER REPLACE, we have the right to remain unharmed by law enforcers. It's bullshit that industrial boomers can hide behind their boys in blue as they march their diggers towards native and sacred land to destroy it and replace it with a gas plant, which is not a renewable resource! We are slowly digging our race's grave.
No fucking shit. The general population of western Australia probably don't give two fucks for their country and preserving it's qualities. You'll just sit by, and as long as your pay checks are flowing into your bank account, who cares? And these cunts just go around doing what they like without respect to the land or it's people. How long will we let this happen? Because it's tearing us up inside. Our planet is being destroyed and only a quiet revolution hears it's agony; brainwashed civilians are deaf towards the destruction of their own race.
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Monday, June 20, 2011
Where I've been
My reflections on life and society brought me to the simplest conclusion; that if we love, love will be returned to us. If we anger, passive anger and direct aggression follow. If one thing happens, an equal reaction meets it's force. Like a see-saw, one side goes up and the other down then the same occurs for the opposite end; it goes up while the other side goes down. Energy up in aggression, passive aggression and submission result.
I jumped back into society with a big smile and positive outlook. I was not ready, I was too eager to see my practice put into action. With little surprise, I was amazed at how my talent grew in such short time. My anxiety has weakened to the point of control. If I feel myself becoming nervous or anxious, I quickly realize and stop without trouble, where as before I was not able to relax.
Depression still remains, as does the anxiety. Now, though, it is manageable. I can finally say I won the most difficult battle I have ever faced, which was with myself. The continuing epic struggle to just "break free" from despair. There is no magic cure, and so pursuit of dreams ensues.
And so, with new found abilities I returned to my friends to find out who they are, and who I am with them. I discovered how little they really know about themselves though their humor and pride cover up the inability to really focus on true identity. I love the majority of them for their honesty, loyalty and positive regard for others. Also their level of open mindedness is their greatest attribute. I found how I am a skilled communicator, that I am humorous, gentle, persuasive and open minded. I learned how I am the last person to take most things seriously, though I am known for taking many things very seriously. I am generous and peaceful.
For 2 weeks I have trialed and error'd with my friends of many years these new skills I have. Which has given me great teachings, and I am happy to say I have learned what I need to for the most part, from my friends. I will always cherish, respect and remain honest, loyal and trusting with them. No matter who, or where they are. It doesn't matter.
I also learned that my abilities can be increased so much more, that I have not even reached the tip of the iceberg yet. This was just a test to see what I am capable of. So I wish to return to serene solitude, and maybe I'll end up in the right place, at the right time, specific to my progression into this wide, mad world.
I jumped back into society with a big smile and positive outlook. I was not ready, I was too eager to see my practice put into action. With little surprise, I was amazed at how my talent grew in such short time. My anxiety has weakened to the point of control. If I feel myself becoming nervous or anxious, I quickly realize and stop without trouble, where as before I was not able to relax.
Depression still remains, as does the anxiety. Now, though, it is manageable. I can finally say I won the most difficult battle I have ever faced, which was with myself. The continuing epic struggle to just "break free" from despair. There is no magic cure, and so pursuit of dreams ensues.
And so, with new found abilities I returned to my friends to find out who they are, and who I am with them. I discovered how little they really know about themselves though their humor and pride cover up the inability to really focus on true identity. I love the majority of them for their honesty, loyalty and positive regard for others. Also their level of open mindedness is their greatest attribute. I found how I am a skilled communicator, that I am humorous, gentle, persuasive and open minded. I learned how I am the last person to take most things seriously, though I am known for taking many things very seriously. I am generous and peaceful.
For 2 weeks I have trialed and error'd with my friends of many years these new skills I have. Which has given me great teachings, and I am happy to say I have learned what I need to for the most part, from my friends. I will always cherish, respect and remain honest, loyal and trusting with them. No matter who, or where they are. It doesn't matter.
I also learned that my abilities can be increased so much more, that I have not even reached the tip of the iceberg yet. This was just a test to see what I am capable of. So I wish to return to serene solitude, and maybe I'll end up in the right place, at the right time, specific to my progression into this wide, mad world.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Realizations
New blog.
I have entered a new stage in life, one that relies less on the approval of others and more approval for myself. One that allows me space, to grow and to appreciate life. In doing so I lose my place in the community, or you could say I am temporarily removing myself from the society to come back with my true self, instead of the withdrawn submitting person I was. Though I will make appearances, my life from now is not one of needing friends and social reputation, that need to continually go out and have the same messages from the same people I have always known for years. I continually play out the same identity like a broken record. I go out, thinking it might be different, I might change, and I leave it to the rule of the universe to look after me. And, each time I ended up having the same results. The same thoughts, same feelings and behaviours. I always knew it needed to change, because it never served me well, and I became less valued by my friends and people in the community. And I find it's not because of them, I can blame society's rule, or I can adapt and live my own life. It was always my choice.
So I have retreated, through lifes struggles I eventually had to quit living outside of home, at least until I ground myself in full-time work. Other plans can be made from that point onward. The struggle with me and a career has been my inability to choose, I always expected that I would do something straight away, and be fantastic at it. I have realized this is not the case. I need to learn from the bottom to get to the top. From there, I now just ask that whatever the position is, that I can do it without stressing my body and mind to the point where I die inside, and become burned out. Finding something I can stick with has never been easy for me, I have worked at so many places that it's becoming frustrating. I want one place, with happy people to work with.
My studies have been enlightening. The realizations I am having now in accordance to my counselling research is allowing me to see how I have made life, and how others make life for themselves. Learning the tools and techniques used to think differently has given me great insight to what is happening around me. This has been the most amazing, yet tough experience I have ever had. I cannot believe it, how I have been acting without a clue for so long. Now I see where I stand with my friends and family, and now I know the techniques to bring my life to justice, and it is difficult, to accept what I have done and to communicate what I have done, how I feel, and what I think, and to see the responses I get from people. It's a massive change, and I don't know what to expect.. Slowly, I am grasping this new way and effectively integrating it into my life. So, then I will be who I have always wanted to be.
These are my realizations. That I can now see the aggression, and tension, the lack of respect, and the ill communication of intentions within the my life and those around me. And by doubling back now, I can heal, and eventually, integrate myself back into the community .
Only when I am ready.
I have entered a new stage in life, one that relies less on the approval of others and more approval for myself. One that allows me space, to grow and to appreciate life. In doing so I lose my place in the community, or you could say I am temporarily removing myself from the society to come back with my true self, instead of the withdrawn submitting person I was. Though I will make appearances, my life from now is not one of needing friends and social reputation, that need to continually go out and have the same messages from the same people I have always known for years. I continually play out the same identity like a broken record. I go out, thinking it might be different, I might change, and I leave it to the rule of the universe to look after me. And, each time I ended up having the same results. The same thoughts, same feelings and behaviours. I always knew it needed to change, because it never served me well, and I became less valued by my friends and people in the community. And I find it's not because of them, I can blame society's rule, or I can adapt and live my own life. It was always my choice.
So I have retreated, through lifes struggles I eventually had to quit living outside of home, at least until I ground myself in full-time work. Other plans can be made from that point onward. The struggle with me and a career has been my inability to choose, I always expected that I would do something straight away, and be fantastic at it. I have realized this is not the case. I need to learn from the bottom to get to the top. From there, I now just ask that whatever the position is, that I can do it without stressing my body and mind to the point where I die inside, and become burned out. Finding something I can stick with has never been easy for me, I have worked at so many places that it's becoming frustrating. I want one place, with happy people to work with.
My studies have been enlightening. The realizations I am having now in accordance to my counselling research is allowing me to see how I have made life, and how others make life for themselves. Learning the tools and techniques used to think differently has given me great insight to what is happening around me. This has been the most amazing, yet tough experience I have ever had. I cannot believe it, how I have been acting without a clue for so long. Now I see where I stand with my friends and family, and now I know the techniques to bring my life to justice, and it is difficult, to accept what I have done and to communicate what I have done, how I feel, and what I think, and to see the responses I get from people. It's a massive change, and I don't know what to expect.. Slowly, I am grasping this new way and effectively integrating it into my life. So, then I will be who I have always wanted to be.
These are my realizations. That I can now see the aggression, and tension, the lack of respect, and the ill communication of intentions within the my life and those around me. And by doubling back now, I can heal, and eventually, integrate myself back into the community .
Only when I am ready.
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